Little Random Everyday Things~

Time to Write

2006-04-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

I guess its been a month since I last wrote here so I owe myself to write something down here.

First off, I passed all my subjects! *Cheers* A friend of mine told me that it was a half court shot for us to pass our Chem Lec class, well, I guess I was really lucky for the ball surprisingly went in. 1.0 for me! Another important thing that happened, I've finished enrolling my subjects for next term and I got a new schedule. My schedule this term is DEFNITELY better than my last term's schedule. To make things better, I have Phoebe beside me all the way in all our subjects ^^. I guess having her around really made the schedule the best for the term and for me. Talking about Phoebe, its her birthday in 9 days! May 1 is the girl's special day! Happy Birthday Bianca! :D

Now to a more personal level, well, my situation has been more or less the same since my last post here. Well, not only my last post here but I guess my last 2 posts here and the time before that that I haven't been able to write. But I'm happy to say that I [i]think[/i] things are getting better. I mean, I think I am improving or moving on or making things better or something hehe.

If it was that easy to say, then I would have said it to you already a long time before. But I am afraid that it is not so.. I guess I just have to sum up the balls til I get to get things done. Sad but true, scary but exciting haha

Simple reflections

2006-03-20T02:06:00.000+08:00

First off, I guess I'm totally bored to ever think of writing here again. I mean, Its 2am and I need to wait until 3:30 for me to be dropped at school for our Banaue trip.

Secondly, I'm not fully finished packing my things for the trip. Heck, thanks to Phoebe's checklist, I'm confident that I would finish in 5 minutes. hehehe.

Okay now, simple reflections.

Its a shame that I have been constantly invited by my high school friends to a weekly poker competition but I have been constatly passing. Its not that I don't wanna play with them but I don't have the time. Where was I investing my time on? That's a whole new and lengthy story. Read on the rest of my post and I might be crazy enough to put some hints on hehe.

Do I really have a chance to pass my chem lec? I mean, I had 54% in out midterms thus I need more or less an 86% in the finals to be able to at least have a 70%. Oh no!, if it weren't for that hag teacher, I would have had a really better grade. Its teachers like her that give teachers really bad reputation.

Now, how about love? I'm not even sure if I'm in the proper position to divulge in this topic. Why? Because I might or might not be confused about this topic as well. Well, maybe if I had more time to think and had the balls to act then maybe, but til then, no comment hehe.

Til next time, til I have this alone time to spare, til I get the inspiration to write again or til I have really something good to write that I am proud of or want the whole world to see, this is me, signing off! Ciao! :D

Hello!

2006-01-26T23:33:00.000+08:00

zomfg didn't realise that it has been around 2 months since my last post here o.o Thanks to Aggie, suddenly saw her blogsite bookmarked on my favorites, thus giving me the "inspiration" to write again :D

Its been a really long time. The Christmas season has already passed.. New Year as well.. Things happen for a reason, therefore I think I would need to hear a lot of reasons..

A lot of things has happened for the past months I have not been able to write. One of which is totally separating my real life from my "Internet" life. Seems harder than it seems pero I think it was all success. Another one is coping up with my new schedule at school. 8am-6pm classes are not really that fun but hey, at least i get to meet new people.

Despite all this things coming right at me, something is bugging me like hell. I guess I really need that Starbucks Session tomorrow Dar ;)

-_____-

2005-11-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

Ruck! my schedule for the third term has been soooooooooo messed up! Haha, oh well =p

Let There be Justice!

2005-11-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

Let There be Justice
by: H19 Divo
Original lyrics by someone but the song is Let There be Peace on Earth

Let there be Justice,
For our democracy.
Let there be Justice,
For peace and harmony.

With law as our guide,
Citizenship Jus Sanguini
Let me change my citizenship,
Naturalize me!

Let justice begin with me,
Show me the Consti- now
Everytime I get detained,
Show me my given rights!

To get arrested! And pay my bail! And be free eventually!
Let there be justice, and let it begin with me!

That was our group's song in one of our class' activity! Really funny, thing is, it actually turned out really well, better than what I expected! XD

Used..

2005-11-20T18:02:00.000+08:00

I feel so used. After doing one thing for a friend, one thing that consumed a lot of time and effort, all i get is something like "thanks *insert smile here* sorry but i'm talking to a lot of people now." *then doors shut* Its so irritating, I feel so stupid for devoting a lot of time to it. Its already a fucked up world and then it gets more fucked up when you dont get the things you deserve. Di man lang tiningnan ang resulta, tinaboy na agad.

School Scam!

2005-11-15T20:24:00.000+08:00

I attended 2 activities today that really ate up my time. And now, all to waste because i was not able to find the person in charge to sign my paper. Ass.

Know better than that

2005-11-14T20:31:00.000+08:00

Do you know the feeling when you know what you're saying is correct but then the other person (asking for help) doesn't want to listen? Its so fucking irritating right? Well, thats what I am feeling right now. I dont get it. Maybe they think too highly of themselves or maybe their pride cant take it or they just dont know how to fucking listen? Sheesh, I hope they start to grow up and listen to people advising them. I'm not saying that the people who advises knows everything but at least give them the respect they deserve. You asked them for help, you asked for an ear who listens then you repay him by saying things like "Edi walang patutunguhan." Irritating. Really, it is.

Great week!

2005-11-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

I had a really great week this week. Who would've known that i would get the chance to cut school just to be able to go to Enchanted Kingdom! That was really fun. Anchor's Away baby! What's more fun is that being able to spend a long time, practically the whole day, with my high school barkada. Its really fun reminiscing the old days :). Oh, by the way, if you want a taste of the best cheesecake in Metro Manila, give me a holler ;))

Pahabol

2005-10-30T03:41:00.000+08:00

To Darwin: As of this moment, napapakanta ako ng "I believe~" theme song ng My Sassy Girl. Go figure =p

It's been a while

2005-10-30T03:36:00.000+08:00

Lol, seems like I've been gone for a long time. Its been almost a month since my last entry =)) College life *sigh* Lot of things going on academically and non academically. I've been in touch recently with my high school friends and it made me realise somethings. I like having friends around. I like doing activities with my friends like DotA and cooking and joking around while riding the MRT. All in all, I like being in the company of good friends. So my realisation is that why do I hesitate having friends? Like in the college level, I think I must get to know more of my friends just like in High School. I need to open up myself more to people around me. Well, hope I can write more things soon. Ciao!~

Fucking reminder!

2005-10-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

I really wanted to write something not related to love and relationship on my next entry but recent events just made me do it. RELATIONSHIPS IS NOT ABOUT YOUR FUCKING SELF! IT IS A TWO WAY THING! DONT SAY 'Wala akong paki sa iniisip niya o ng ibang tao. Nag sorry na ako sa kanya, so wala na ako paki' SINAKTAN MO YUNG TAO! MAG ISIP ISIP KA MUNA AT BAGUHIN MO ANG UGALI MO! GAGO KA!

Sheesh some people are really ass holes ~_~

No Regrets..

2005-09-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

This blog seems to be filled with meaningful conversations I have had with friends for this would be one as well =p

This one I told my friend, unlike the other post where in I was the one struck, he told me what I said really hit him... Hard.

Our conversation started with him being an ass-hole and wanting me to hurt him for "no" apparent reason. After punching him hard on the arm, I asked him what his problem was. He first told me he's fine and all but I persisted. Then he asked me 'Jonts, have you ever been in love?' I told him no. Then he said that I couldn't really help him but told him something like 'Try me'. So he told me his thing. He told me that he's getting pissed at the girl he's courting because he has been spending a lot of time, effort and money on her but she still treat him in an on and off manner. On and off in the sense that she would reply and talk to her one day then the next not even say a single word to him. I told him something like patience and a virtue and all but he still insisted that he's being patient and the girl being inconsiderate in some way. Then he said something like 'Nakakaasar kasi parang sinasayang ko lang oras ko sa kanya. Mukha namang walang mangyayari eh. Sayang lahat ng pagod na ginawa ko. Not worth it.' I asked him then 'You say its not worth it. But, when you were courting her and spending you're time with her, was it worth it?' Of course he said it was. Then I told him 'It is really hard if you put so much effort in courting someone then make a mistake of "Thinking too much" in the sense that you already imagine yourself that she already answered you and the both of you are already a couple. Its hard because what if she doesn't really like you? It's a total heart break in your part. Don't take your time with the person you love for granted. You're time with her is precious so make the most of it. In the process of courting her, enjoy yourselves or at least enjoy yourself. If she answers you, then that's good. Congratulations. If she says she's not ready or she doesn't feel you're the man for her, then sorry but no regrets. You enjoyed you're time with her and that's all that matters. Don't take into consideration the time and effort and money you spent with her because sulit na ang mga yun when you we're spending it with her.' After saying that, he really made me laugh by saying 'Pare, sure ka ba never ka pa na in love?' Haha :)

Good to know.. Really.. Good to know.

2005-09-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

To Darwin: I'm not friggin cursed after all! Or am I? Haha

Well, I had a very short yet meaningful conversation with one of my friends the other day. We talked about love. Love in the romantic sense, not the 'I love you, kuya' type :p So our conversation started in this fashion, asking me about my crush. He asked me what I like about her. So I started saying that I like my crush because she's beautiful, she's hot, she has great eyes, legs and is gifted in the right parts. Then after, he told me if i already loved someone, like in a boy - girl relationship. I didn't answer his question. Then he asked me what I feel when I'm with my crush. I told him 'I feel happy because I'm with a hot person, a sexy person, a beautiful person who is really fun to be with.' Then he asked me what I feel when I'm with the person I love, or about to be in-love with. I answered 'I love this person, she makes me happy, I love her, I love her smile, I love her eyes, I love her.' Then he told me something like 'I think you're not really in love with that person.' I asked why. Then he told me something that really struck me. He told me 'When you love a person, you love them for who they really are. All the physical aspects disappears and all that remains is pure love. So, if you're asked what you feel when you're with the person you love, the answer that you should give would really be "I love this person for who she is. I love her because she makes me show my real self. I love her because she improves me in ways I didn't think was possible. I love her because she loves me back. I love her." If you answer it in the fashion you just did, then it might not be really true love. You can be proud of your special someone especially if she really is blessed with good looks, but do not let it be the basis of your love. If that is so, then your relationship and love is only skin deep. Nothing more, nothing less.' Damn, those words really made me think a lot, I hope you guys get struck by it as well. I love you is such big words. Only say them to your intimate friends when you really do mean them :)

New Things Now

2005-09-07T21:43:00.000+08:00

There are a few things that I have to accept now. First, out of the eight professors I have, only one is a girl. I have seven male teacher, one is a lolo, two are gay while a third gay prof is in the making. Very very different from last term where I had five female teachers. So those are the new things I encountered for the past two days. Well, if there are new things happening with me, there must be some old things as well (Something like same shit different day). Actually there is one thing that remains the same. Darwin, you know this. The curse thingy. Well, sometimes it feels really hard, but what the fuck, same shit different day. Sometimes I feel I can do without but sometimes I really feel something with in me. Sometimes I feel something sometimes the feeling is the same. Oh my God help me with this, its driving me insane! Haha besides that, everythings ok. Hope everythings going fine with you guys as well! Adios til the next time I write :)

Everything has a beginning.

2005-09-05T17:21:00.000+08:00

Well, I couldn't believe it myself. I have my own blog! (zomg!) I actually don't know what I'll write about but what the heck, time permits so there. I want to give a shout out to my friends Darwin, Dervin, Garrick, Madrid and other Xavier people. The things I would write about may or may not concern you! Haha ang labo nun :p